Once

Every once in a while there is a song, or an artist who really affects me.

Right now it is a couple of songs, including classical orchestra music.

this is the first time that I have really appreciated this type of music and I really really wish this would have happened to me earlier. I guess I would have been too young to really listen to it. 

But all the same I just can't stop listening. It's on repeat over and over again on my ipod, on my laptop, and playing in my head throughout the day. 

I've tried to figure out why it is so important to me now and I have a few theories. There is the fact that there are no lyrics for one. Songs with lyrics can really force you to apply a tone to it, but these songs, they sing in your head. At any point that I listen to this song I can just think of what ever mood I need to be into, and I calm down, let my emotions pour out, and finally put my brain on hold.

It's.... breathtaking.